so you had a bad day...

well more like had bad days...the last couple of days I have been having horrible days...because of overbearing people in my life...especially people that really have no real control on me and I have no ties to them. I am sorry but I belong to me... it doesn't hurt me when you say things that are meaningless (but hurtful...okay i contradicted myself so what).I do the things I do out of the bottom of my heart and no One forces me to do them and it just kills me when I have done so much and then when I make a mistake (this is what humans do) I am scorned like I just threw your puppy out of a window!!! I am starting to vent so I guess I will quit this entry...keep reading/viewing my blog...keep lovin...keep doing what yah doo *MARTIN LAWRENCE VOICE* "GET TO STEPPIN!!"

I have decided I want to have a vivacious words of wisdom...because i know rev run inspires me and I want to inspire my blog readers/viewers!! I think my next post will be that.....asa lama laka ONE LOVE!!!

THANK YOU! KEEP UP THE COMMENTS THEY ARE SO GREAT!

I really do apreciate the comments. I know it wasn't a ton but just hearing alittle feedback makes me very happy! Keep it up people.........(XOXO).

*sigh*

Have you ever felt like nothing ever goes right for you? Thats how I feel right now!! Gosh I need to vent but I will hold in for a goood post on saturday!!


Oh I am also very happy I don't deal with/ befriend bitches anymore... been there done that and hated it and ended up hating them!!! I AM SO HAPPY WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

I realize after every storm there is a rainbow hiding out there.

First Day of Summer

Yess Since I didn't have a final today i got to start summa alittle early. I enjoyed my first day of summer. I just chilled out walked my dog around the neighborhood listening to my POD (IPOD).

Oh you know when you are feeling the beat and you just bust a move just randomly .... (cherp cherp)... LMAO okay maybe its just me. Last summer was amazing and I don't think it will be topped any summer soon but lets make this one good!!!

OH YAHH SUMMMER OF 08'!!!!

JUICYGRLXP BLOG DOS

I need anger manegment. I need more outlets for my anger. I get so mad sometimes and I can't help but act dramaticly. I need to dance more that gets me relaxed and calm .
I am a very happy person most of the time but I am like a time bomb.... If 1 little thing I don't like happens to me I jump of the deep end. I know some of it is Teenage Hormones but rest is just my personality. I am overly sensitve things effect me diffrently. I don't watch the news anymore because I would get overly upset over what was going on. Its hard to watch like shows like (48 hours mystery, 20/20, I survived) because I just take on the sadness of the people and it hurts me and I cry.
Its even gotten hard to watch Greys Anatomy ( I cry every episode).

DON'T GET ME WRONG I AM A SUPPA HAPPY PERSON MOST OF THE TIME BUT CERTAIN PEOPLE AND THINGS MAKE ME POP OFF AND ITS SO WEIRD. I BECOME A PERSON I DON'T KNOW AT ALL.

I admit I am the happiest I have been in years I have a great Boyfriend and great BEst Friends. THey hold me down and they love me for who I am and I can't say how much I apreicate them. I am so happy little over a year ago I decided that it was time for a change and I wasn't going to let people get in the way of who I am anymore. These bitches thought they were going to get a rise out of me but no you didn't. I Have one thing to say FUCK YOU HATERS!! Yes things had to change and yess it was super hard at the time but I thank God every day for the life I have now. I also thank him for letting me get rid of the bad energy in my life that was there before. I Have ways to go with anger but thats just me. I love my I don't care what you think aditude. OKay I AM RANTING SORRY!!

I thought hey why not share this with my readers so don't say I never told you anything.


Xx loVE, JUICYGrlXp

JUICYGRLXP BLOG UNO.

Well i felt like getting alittle back to some serious blogging roots.
This week has been a unjustifde week (in the media and here at home). I cried hearing about those cops getting off for gunning down that man. He had a new baby. A new baby that shall never know her father because of triger/racist happy cops. What also got me down is a Catholic Highschool in Texas is being shut down and its been open for decades. I know change is supposed to be good but its so hard to let go. Okay maybe I am being a over dramatic blogger or something but really. Oh and this poor man was killed after he was badly injured by a great white shark (how crazy is that). Our world has become so crazy these days. Simple things like this let me escape and blog about things that intrigue me. I hope I am reaching someone out there with my blogs. I can't wait till I go to the big GLOW AND THE DARK TOUR. Its going to be amazing. Oh and I love my school and the people in my life. My boyfriend makes my world so much better. I am so sorry I don't apreicate him enough but he has done so much and its been a great year we have had. I love how my life has changed... I thank God for giving the opertunity to leave what I thought was normal behind and find the life I am supposed to live. I Hope for great years to come. I guess I better stop now because this has become rant. SUPER SORRY!!

My emotional spill

Ever felt like your boyfriend or anybody you care about says something so much you don't believe it but until that momment they say it to you with all there heart and mean it.Today was that very day for my boyfriend. I love him even more. Ussually when he says it I just kinda just take it and don't really think he really means it (its quality not quantity). He could say it all day long but I know he really means it and when he is just saying it. Today was diffrent. He looked me in the eyes and held my hands and said I love you. I was tearing up but I said to myself (man up). I find it hard to say I love you without meaning it because being a teenager nothing is forever and we are very on the spot emotional.